High expectations..

..bring you nowhere in life.

I know this is kind of late but I have finally realized what my new years resolutions are.

+getting all college crap done so I'm less stressed out about school.

+and relying less on people, since their actions determine the moods I'm in.

I reallly have so much to learn, and its hard to admit to myself that I'm not "strong girl" that I use to be. I use to have so much pride in myself, how little dependent I was with people, the smart way of living.

Its sad to know that tonight was the real last night of christmas vacation, I spent it well with Steven, Nick, and Heather.

I had a good time last night, so carefree, like always with these boys and Andreia.