Im finally starting to feel whole again.

The past few months have been ridiculous, I have been feeling really depressed about a lot. From bickering with Atem, getting into a fight with Brianna, fighting with my parents and sister , and getting into my first car accident. Slowly, a lot has gottten better.

Lately I have been arguing with my boyfriend about the most stupid things. Honestly, i know the consequences of what happens in relationships when all you do is fight, and thats the last thing I would ever want happening. Today we talked about what has been going on and he just told me the way he feels about me while he held me and I know that I wouldn't want to let that all go because of our faults. Its cute how he asks me not to leave him or how he calls me pretty girl, or we can joke about a lot together. I just need patience sometimes, we both do. Im glad I spent tonight with him. We met up with Matt, Ian, Kevin, Mike, Victoria, Jessie, and Amanda. Its nice to spend time with different people in a different town sometimes, change is good, especially if you need time away from things.

When I got home, my mom told me I was finally getting a t.v for my own room now, since my sister invaded mine, whatever, I have work the worse day of the week. Sunday 1-7p.m shift. :/

I miss Andreia even though I spent time with her yesterday, I just need a one on one hangout again sooon<333

I sound really queer throughout this entire entry, probably because im really tired, or im just a queer, goodnight.