WHAT THE FUCKK.

 Just when i think that everything is finally working out for me again, i ruin it for myself.It upsets me that I'm going to have to start paying for insurance now that i got into an accident. The stupidist accident anyone could probably get into. Thankfully I had Atem with me Im definitely going to be more aware of everything on the road, no more carelessness, honestly. Hearing it from my sister that I crashed "her car" was worse then listening to my parents bull shit. They were understandable though, it just upsets me that i could have prevented all these problems now if I just had payed attention for an extra second, so frustrating.. Im glad both cars have little damage, and are still able to be driven. 

Weirdest thing about today, even though I got into the car accident, it was one of the best days in a very long time. Me and Erika went out tonight, tonight with her was way overdue. I forgot my wallet at home so she convinced me to letting her buy me Panera and Crepes. I love her for what she does for me sometimes. I just miss what it use to feel like with her, things change. 

work 6-1p.m tomorrow morning :/ then hopefully something fun at night. I miss kevin, leah and lauren tons. eehhhh, summer is very much neeeded right now.

"Well your never gonna find it,
If your looking for it,
won't come your way,
Well you'll never find it,
if your looking for it.

Should've done something, but I've done it enough. By the way, your hands were shaking, Rather waste some time with you."